I gave my last 'Khutbah' during the last Eidul Fitri prayer about a month ago. Two days later, I lead the prayers for the last time. Can't remember now but I think it was the 'subuh' prayer. After that I was busy managing the move from Gombak to Danau Merbau in Bukit Cerakah, Jeram. With the move completed, a chapter of my life is over as well. Almost four years I was the 'imam' at the local surau, something I never ever expected to happen. Now I am just one of the 'ahli qariah'. I come and go as I please. There are three mosques that are nearby and one a bit further away. I have the liberty to choose which I want to go. So far I have been frequenting three of them. Now I just get myself ready and go. No need to worry about the 'surah' I am going to read. No need to worry about the stomach. No need to worry about anything. It is indeed a relief.
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