After my latest mistake, I have now decided to stop leading the prayers for a while. Let others take the responsibility while I take a break. It has been one mistake after another. Don't know why but it started happening recently, after Aidil Adha. Everything went well during the Aidil Adha prayer but after that, it was just downhill all the way. Always, something will happen, mostly about me forgetting a sentence in a surah. Prayer after prayer after prayer, I made mistakes. So now, I need to take a break and recompose myself, until such time when I feel I am ready again. In sha Allah, if it Allah's will, I will be an imam again. Otherwise, I am just as happy following the imam. It has been a humbling experienced, nonetheless.
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