With the sky getting darker and darker, thought I'd leave the house early in order to avoid the traffic jam. Because of that, I'm now wandering around Bangsar Village thinking what to do. I have time to kill cause my class won't start till another two hours. Starbuck coffeehouse is full. I better find some other place to sit and relax. Immediately I start thinking about the plight I'm in at the moment. Three times already I have been reminded about who I am. How many more times do I need? Don't I get it? I am a nobody. I don't exist. Go and get loss. Who cares about yesterday, even if yesterday I had given all my love. Even if yesterday, I had given all my care. Even if yesterday I had given my everything. It don't mean a thing. I might as well go and fly kite, as if yesterday means anything. I'm deeply deeply disappointed. Only Allah knows how I feel.
Oh Allah, please, don't make me give up. Don't put hatred into my heart. Don't put anger into my head. Give me the patience for I need it more than ever.
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