Just itchy fingers

Its raining cats and dogs outside. I'm stuck in the house because of it. Thought I'd have a Teh Tarik at the Mamak restaurant nearby but what to do. The rain is so heavy. Don't think I can go to the mosque for the evening prayer as well. Anyway stuck in the house is much better than stuck in a traffic jam. I pity those going home after office hours today because definitely there will be traffic jam everywhere. In the house at least I can surf the internet even if the rain has temporarily put the TV out of service. 

Still can't get over the match between Reading and Arsenal yesterday. I don't think I'II ever see another match like that. Amazing.

What a match!

What a match! Reading scored five goals but still ended up losing cause Arsenal scored more. They scored seven. In any other match, scoring five goals will mean not just a win but a big one. This match? Its a defeat! Amazing! Reading must be wondering how on earth did they let it happened. They were four goals up only to allow a tremendous fightback by Arsenal. Must have a very exciting time for the spectators. How I wish all matches are like this. It will be great for entertainment!

Oh Allah, only to You I ask for help

With the sky getting darker and darker, thought I'd leave the house early in order to avoid the traffic jam. Because of that, I'm now wandering around Bangsar Village thinking what to do. I have time to kill cause my class won't start till another two hours. Starbuck coffeehouse is full. I better find some other place to sit and relax. Immediately I start thinking about the plight I'm in at the moment. Three times already I have been reminded about who I am. How many more times do I need? Don't I get it? I am a nobody. I don't exist. Go and get loss. Who cares about yesterday, even if yesterday I had given all my love. Even if yesterday, I had given all my care. Even if yesterday I had given my everything. It don't mean a thing. I might as well go and fly kite, as if yesterday means anything. I'm deeply deeply disappointed. Only Allah knows how I feel. 

Oh Allah, please, don't make me give up. Don't put hatred into my heart. Don't put anger into my head. Give me the patience for I need it more than ever.                     

Insha Allah

Life can be hard sometime. There will be thorns along the way that will prick you just enough to give a reminder that is it not a bed full of roses. If that is not difficult enough, then there are time bombs along the way that can explode anytime making it a nightmare that is real and happening. Most of the time, the pitfalls are clearly seen but still, we fail to avoid them. We know it but still walk through it like its not there. The result can be devastating. You lose all that you have built over the years. Its a terrible blow. Hard on the body. Harder still on the mind. Only your faith in God will keep you going. Somehow, someday, everything will turn out alright. If not in this world, then in the hereafter, Insha Allah.     

Insha Allah, everything will be alright

It has been a terrible week for me. Things have not gone right on many fronts. Its so hard on the mind such that it affects the body. In the long run, its going to affect my health. I need to get the mind off the problem. No matter how much I worry and think about them, its not going to solve anything. Get it out of the mind. Stop worrying. Work out a plan to resolve the problem. When the time comes, execute them. Insha Allah, everything will be alright! 

Suprising Sekincan