Ramblings

It rains everyday now. Usually in the afternoon. It will stop for a while then it will rain again. It will  go on like this till night. I have been feeling under the weather the past few days. Don't know it's because of the weather or because of other things. Not really lying in bed but not feeling 100% okay either. Maybe tonight I will take the medicine before going to bed. Hopefully when I wake up in the morning, things will be brighter. 

For two straight mornings, I have not been able to be on time for the morning prayer. Just too tired I guess. At the same time, after more than three years being the imam, the weight of responsibility is weighing heavy on me. Its time for a change but I don't see it happening anytime soon. I can only it happening when I move house, that is when my new house in Kg Bukit Cerakah is ready, in sha Allah. But then again, you never know. I never expected to be an Imam when I moved to my present house but I became one. God work in ways you never expected. I can only be grateful,and I must be, all the time.