Have not been well the past few days. Feeling a bit under the weather. Have not been to the surau for the last two days because of that. Because I lead the prayers, have to be on top and on my toes every time I go to the surau. Prepare myself, mind and body. While leading the prayers, don't want to make mistakes, don't want to suddenly feel like wanting to go to the loo, don't want to be coughing and losing the voice and many other unwanted things that can happen. I don't know about other imam but that's how it is for me. Now I am have great respect for the other imam. To be able do it for years and years. They must have something I don't have. Sometime I long for the days when I can just go to the surau/mosque, pray and come back, with nothing to worry at all.
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